"Sometimes the questions are complicated and the answers are simple."

What to do with myself?!?!? oh the woes of adulthood. Close to 30 with no "EPIC" accomplishments. No 2.5 kids & a house with a picket fence. No finding the cure for cancer. No PhD in something fancy.
Just a bachelors in art, a stable job (for lack of a better word), my roommates are my parents, & as for love, I love myself. I can deal with that.

I think we all tend to want what we dont have. All we do is consume, take, w/o really appreciating what we have. Especially during these "desperate times. I'm not saying that we shouldn't aspire to better ourselves. We should always strive to improve ourselves & our quality of life. But sometimes you have to "suck it up" for the time being. Dont waste time whining & bitching about the cards that you're dealt. Either make moves to change you're circumstanes, or deal with it.

*It really is THAT simple.*

We're all entitled to get upset, frustrated, tired. But we can only run that rant for so long . Make moves people, that includes myself ^_^

*Dear Target, see you soon*

>.<

Migraine Migraine, go away
You hurt too much
& ruin my day

1 pill, 2 pill
& still you stay.

Ice packs, coffee,
Consume my day.

Silence, darkness
In bed I lay.

Damnit Migraine , go away

FantasTical!!!

had an amazing weekend celebrating the BFF's birthday! everyone looked beautius and totally did it up!
i always get a lil extra tipsy at her bdays, but never at mine, whats up with that!? lol

Saturdays dinner was disgustingly delicious!! lol cold & hot mussels, lobster tail with cheese ravioli, & then steak!!!! ending with a homemade cake! unbelievable! most food I've eaten since the surgery & it was freaking awesome!

such a positive vibe all weekend long, i love the people in my life!

*am truly considering perming my hair. curls r awesome, yea i know i'm ass-backwards*
*i want my computer NOW!! freaking Vid card delay*
* damn u cat for putting me on to Farmville AND Yoville...cuz WoW isnt enough*
* damn u again for showing me the Ikea catalog *
* time to make moves to my own place*

"beat her down brown"

so chris brown got 5yrs probation & a few days "hard labor". really.....he beats his GF, goes on about his life, & thats it!?

i dont know whats worse, the fact that stardom shields you from the real consequences of ur actions or that this is how the law really handles DV cases!?!!?

SMH

lively update

so, things r looking up after the wisdom teeth removal! i looked pretty horrific after it even came to work looking like i swollowed a fish bowl. lol

* damn that mall for opening up by my house. i wanna go to best buy, target & bed bath & beyond EVERYDAY!!
* ordered my new comp (round 2 with DELL) gets here Monday, it better work!!
*bff's bday is friday, wow. almost 10yrs being my sanity. oosh, we're almost 30!!! lol
* i need a dress!!

patience.....not a virture

*sigh*
the air in waiting rooms is always filled with anxiety, tension, shaken nerves, mainly impatience.

I am a constant regular at doc offices, ER's & the like, I am quite familiar with the workings of them. & yet here I am, impatient as ever, anxious as hell! probably b/c i know whats about to happen, more so the relief that i'll get as soon as it's over!!!

who cares if i look like i had a run-in with Chris Brown! (low blow, i know, but made me laugh)

BTW,
can my mother stop being a back-seat driver to life!!!!! has to give her opinions & 2cents to everything & everyone!! the worst!!

cross ur fingers

so, trying this BB app to see if I can blog via BB .