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Migraine Migraine, go away
You hurt too much
& ruin my day

1 pill, 2 pill
& still you stay.

Ice packs, coffee,
Consume my day.

Silence, darkness
In bed I lay.

Damnit Migraine , go away

FantasTical!!!

had an amazing weekend celebrating the BFF's birthday! everyone looked beautius and totally did it up!
i always get a lil extra tipsy at her bdays, but never at mine, whats up with that!? lol

Saturdays dinner was disgustingly delicious!! lol cold & hot mussels, lobster tail with cheese ravioli, & then steak!!!! ending with a homemade cake! unbelievable! most food I've eaten since the surgery & it was freaking awesome!

such a positive vibe all weekend long, i love the people in my life!

*am truly considering perming my hair. curls r awesome, yea i know i'm ass-backwards*
*i want my computer NOW!! freaking Vid card delay*
* damn u cat for putting me on to Farmville AND Yoville...cuz WoW isnt enough*
* damn u again for showing me the Ikea catalog *
* time to make moves to my own place*

"beat her down brown"

so chris brown got 5yrs probation & a few days "hard labor". really.....he beats his GF, goes on about his life, & thats it!?

i dont know whats worse, the fact that stardom shields you from the real consequences of ur actions or that this is how the law really handles DV cases!?!!?

SMH

lively update

so, things r looking up after the wisdom teeth removal! i looked pretty horrific after it even came to work looking like i swollowed a fish bowl. lol

* damn that mall for opening up by my house. i wanna go to best buy, target & bed bath & beyond EVERYDAY!!
* ordered my new comp (round 2 with DELL) gets here Monday, it better work!!
*bff's bday is friday, wow. almost 10yrs being my sanity. oosh, we're almost 30!!! lol
* i need a dress!!

patience.....not a virture

*sigh*
the air in waiting rooms is always filled with anxiety, tension, shaken nerves, mainly impatience.

I am a constant regular at doc offices, ER's & the like, I am quite familiar with the workings of them. & yet here I am, impatient as ever, anxious as hell! probably b/c i know whats about to happen, more so the relief that i'll get as soon as it's over!!!

who cares if i look like i had a run-in with Chris Brown! (low blow, i know, but made me laugh)

BTW,
can my mother stop being a back-seat driver to life!!!!! has to give her opinions & 2cents to everything & everyone!! the worst!!

cross ur fingers

so, trying this BB app to see if I can blog via BB .

Curiouser and Curiouser

Quiet the interesting conversation with a male bff,

"Are opposite sex best friends acceptable after marriage?"

My automatic response is "of course it's ok"! & why shouldn't it be? I have very few close friends, & they mean the world to me, if someone is with me, they'll know that. And at the same time, the relationship that I establish with that individual is equally important. It all comes down to honesty & being secure with who you are & the bonds you have with the individuals you have in your life. I can only speak for myself based on my experiences. Everyone serves a purpose, & no matter how close or "in-love" you may be with your significant other, you'll always need an outlet, a neutral source for venting. Obviously, 3am phone calls for chit-chat probably wont hold well, but regardless, why should someone feel uncomfortable with relationships that are pre-established before they even came into the mix.

Now to be fair, obviously if your guy/girl is going around calling EVERYONE their BFF/homeboy/homegirl, then you may want to raise an eyebrow. How can you possibly differentiate the relationships? what does that say about the individual with such a large "inner circle"? Thats just nonsense, imo. I dealt with that BS for quite sometime, never that again. Hence why honesty is such a huge important factor.

Maybe I'm still naive as to how relationships work, or have to face facts that everyone lies? But I guess I'll cross that bridge when/if I get to it. Till then, my friends are still around.....<3